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| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/01/2009 |
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In September I found out that we were pregnant. I could not believe it, so I took two home tests and the next day went to the doctor just to make sure. Sure enough I was. The pregnacy went perfect and for Christmas as a present my doctor did a surprize ultra sound and that is where we saw that we were having a Sabastian Anthony. How excited we were to see that he had a lil turtle and was growing but with in seconds we were rushed to a different room for a second machine b/c they could not get a measurement of his precious head. The second machine confirmed what we already were told but that was not good enough so the following week we headed to Indy and sure enough our precious, beautiful, angel was just that. He had Ancephely. Which means Bastians lil brain and crown did not develop. I was lost in shock. I could not believe what was to come next. Since he would not know to swallow his fluid and I was such a diabetic and there was so little there Sabastian was not only dying but he was going to kill his mommy too. This was told to us in front of our 14 year old daughter, so I made the most horrible decision of my life and that was to be induced and after 18 hours of painful labor I gave birth to my perfect little boy. He has mommy's chin and nose, fingers, hair and lil butt. He weighed 9.4 oz. and was 9 inches long. He was born sleeping but he was my precious lil guy. He is horribly missed everyday by his mommy, his mommy T and Big sister Heather. Our hearts are broken but we know that he is in heaven and in no pain at all.
We had our lil boy a special memorial four days later where his sisters Heather and Mandy and brother in law Jon, his Grandma Buckler, His uncle Shaun, his God mom's Lois and EE and friends all came to show him the respect that he deserved and to say good bye to our precious Angel. His lil urn is with his mommy and he will be with me always. Mommy T has his tattoo on her and God mommy Lois has his feet on her feet so that he can walk where ever she goes.
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Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
In heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love
But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne
He said "This is eternity
And all I've promised you"
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past
So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart
Author Unknown
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LOVE ALWAYS, VIKKI
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26TH JANUARY 2012
It's not easy to carry on
When someone we love
Has passed and gone
It's not easy to face
each new day
Knowing we'll not see
Our loved ones again
Only time can ease the pain
And bring strength and comfort
with each new day
Only memories can bring peace of mind
As they keep alive moments
From times gone by
Forever to be treasured
Are the treasures of the past
For they will always be
Kept alive in the heart
And when the treasures go
We'll fondly remember
The joy that they brought
In our memories forever .
~~Copyright Yvonne L~~
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22nd January 2012
*♥* Give Me Peace . *♥*
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~~ By Lea Dyer Snow. ~~
Lord, in this hour I need you, more than words could ever tell.
I feel as if I'm stranded on shores between heaven and hell...
I know you haven't left me, yet my heart feels void of hope.
I feel as if I'm hanging on an old and thread worn rope...
I feel as if my hearts been torn from the breast from which it came.
And sunshine will no longer fill my life, only clouds of darkness and rain...
I know this will pass,
and you will be there to give me comfort and strength and hope.
But until then I can't help the feeling that I'm down to that last thread of rope...
If it breaks, you'll be there to catch me, and raise me back to my feet...
But for now my world is in turmoil, and the essence of life is not sweet...
Give me power to overcome my oppression, and let sunshine back on my face.
Let your spirit overwhelm my cold dark heart,
and let me bask in your warmth giving grace...
Give rest to my tempest of yearning, and faith to my sore lacking soul.
Let me again laugh with my family. Rescue me from this pit in Sheol.
With praise I do worship your blessings, with humility, I ask my release.
From this den of despair I ask mercy...show favour on me...give me peace.
Love Jude. x x
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♥ LIGHTING A CANDLE WITH LOTS OF LOVE ♥
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Always and forever xXx
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14th January 2012
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I can see you my Angel
Through these eyes of mine
You are watching me from heaven
Oh how wonderful you shine
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Clouds are floating past me
But I can still see you
To be with you in heaven
Would be a dream come true
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I will patiently wait Angel
Many years may come and go
You will always be shining for me
With your heavenly glow
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When my time on earth is through
And my eyes can no longer see you
God will open his arms and welcome me
To be in heaven with you for Eternity
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Written by Brenda Derrick 13~8~2011
Love and Hugs to you and your Angel~Brenda xxxxx
Sweet dreams little man.........
I love you Sabastian
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I know you've had a busy day for your special 3rd birthday, so thought you may like Winnie the Pooh to huggle into..
I love you little man. Please shine extra bright over Mommy, Mommy T and your big Sister Heather tonight.
I love you and miss you always and forever xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
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