| Location | Dunkirk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 7,219 since 11/03/2009 |
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In September I found out that we were pregnant. I could not believe it, so I took two home tests
and the next day went to the doctor just to make sure. Sure enough I was. The pregnacy went
perfect and for Christmas as a present my doctor did a surprize ultra sound and that is where we saw
that we were having a Sabastian Anthony. How excited we were to see that he had a lil turtle and
was growing but with in seconds we were rushed to a different room for a second machine b/c they
could not get a measurement of his precious head. The second machine confirmed what we already were
told but that was not good enough so the following week we headed to Indy and sure enough our
precious, beautiful, angel was just that. He had Ancephely. Which means Bastians lil brain and
crown did not develop. I was lost in shock. I could not believe what was to come next. Since he
would not know to swallow his fluid and I was such a diabetic and there was so little there
Sabastian was not only dying but he was going to kill his mommy too. This was told to us in front
of our 14 year old daughter, so I made the most horrible decision of my life and that was to be
induced and after 18 hours of painful labor I gave birth to my perfect little boy. He has mommy's
chin and nose, fingers, hair and lil butt. He weighed 9.4 oz. and was 9 inches long. He was born
sleeping but he was my precious lil guy. He is horribly missed everyday by his mommy, his mommy T
and Big sister Heather. Our hearts are broken but we know that he is in heaven and in no pain at
all.
We had our lil boy a special memorial four days later where his sisters Heather and Mandy and
brother in law Jon, his Grandma Buckler, His uncle Shaun, his God mom's Lois and EE and friends all
came to show him the respect that he deserved and to say good bye to our precious Angel. His lil
urn is with his mommy and he will be with me always. Mommy T has his tattoo on her and God mommy
Lois has his feet on her feet so that he can walk where ever she goes.
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♥ 15TH NOVEMBER 2009 ♥
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It's Sunday again and the days pass so fast,
But my love for you will always last.
The days go by in such a blur,
Oh I wish that you were here.
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Days turn into months..
Months turn into years..
I still love you with all my heart..
And only wish we never had to part.
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It's Sunday again and there is not a sound,
Theres not even many people walking around.
For Sunday you see is a day of rest..
You should know my angel..
Because you are the best.
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So my darling angel I just want to say...
Have a peaceful Sunday in heaven today.
And remember it's not just on a Sunday I love and miss you..
I love and miss you every day of the week too.
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SENDING YOU SUNDAY BLESSINGS, MAY YOU HAVE A
PEACEFUL DAY, LOVE JUDE. X X
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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 14/06/09.
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13TH NOVEMBER 2009
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12TH NOVEMBER 2009
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ALTHOUGH THE SPACE BETWEEN US
MEANS WERE MILES AND MILES APART,
I'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE BESIDE ME
AND FOREVER IN MY HEART.❤
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12TH NOVEMBER 2009
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ALTHOUGH THE SPACE BETWEEN US
MEANS WERE MILES AND MILES APART,
I'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE BESIDE ME
AND FOREVER IN MY HEART.❤
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Sweetdreams XxX
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Having problems with my computer, so leaving big hugs incase I can`t get on for a few days, love Christine xxx
IITH NOVEMBER 2009
✿..LET US REMEMBER THEM...✿
✿ 'Please wear a poppy', the lady said
and held one forth, but I shook my head.
Then I stopped and watched as she offered them there,
And her face was old, and lined with care;
But beneath the scars the years had made
There remained a smile that refused to fade.✿
✿ A boy came wistling down the street,
Bouncing along, on care free feet
His smile was full of joy and fun,
'Lady', said he, 'May I have one?'
When she pinned it on, he turned to say,
'Why do we wear a poppy today?'✿
✿ The lady smiled in her wistful way,
and answered, 'This is Rememberance Day,
And the poppy there is the symbol for,
the gallant men who died in war,
and because they died you and I are free--
Thats why we wear a poppy, you see'.✿
✿ 'I had a boy about your size,
with golden hair and big blue eyes.
He loved to play and jump and shout,
free as a bird he would race about.
As the years went by, he learned and grew
and became a man--as you will, too.' ✿
✿ 'He was fine and strong, with a boyish smile,
but he'd seemed with us such a little while
When war broke out and he went away,
I still remember his face that day.
When he smiled at me and said'Good-bye,
I'll soon be back, mom, so please don't cry'.✿
✿ 'But the war went on and he had to stay,
and all I could do was wait and pray.
His letters told of the awful fight,
(I can see it in my dreams at night),
with the tanks and guns and cruel Barbed wire,
and the mines and bullets, the bombs and fire.'✿
✿'Till at last the war was won-
and thats why we wear a poppy son'.
The small boy turned as if to go,
Then said 'Thanks lady, I'm glad to know.
That sure did sound like an awful fight,
But your Son-- did he come back alright?'✿
✿ A tear rolled down each faded cheek;
she shook her head, but didn't speak.
I slunk away in a sort of shame,
and if you were me you'd have done the same;
For our thanks, in giving, is oft delayed,
though our freedome was bought-and thousands paid.✿
✿ And so when we see a poppy worn, let us reflect on the burden borne
By those who gave their very all
and asked to answer their country's call
That we at home in peace might live.
Then wear a poppy. Remember-- and give!✿
✿ Lest we forget......✿
Copyright ~ 2009 by Blair Leger & ilovepoetry.com
10TH NOVEMBER 2009
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~Life Beyond ~
Let them go, but not completely.
Hold on to them, but not too tightly.
Love them as you know you will,
as you always have.
Rejoice that they are well, the only difference
now is that you cannot see them,
But you feel them still and they will always be with you.
The spirit does not die as the body dies
and Love is of the spirit.
Nothing you have experienced together can be taken from you.
And your loved one shall be eternally yours in that love.
Weep not too long, that they may also cry,
But rejoice in their life and in yours also.
Let yours continue to be a celebration of all life; of your shared love,
Knowing that God holds you both in the palm of his hand
And in loving you both shall reunite you.
~~ Author Unknown.~~
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Sweetdreams Angel XxX
★ ★ Tiny stars, shining bright, it's time for me to say 'Goodnight.' So, close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight. ★ ★
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All my love always XxXx
7TH NOVEMBER 2009
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