| Location | Dunkirk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 7,221 since 11/03/2009 |
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In September I found out that we were pregnant. I could not believe it, so I took two home tests
and the next day went to the doctor just to make sure. Sure enough I was. The pregnacy went
perfect and for Christmas as a present my doctor did a surprize ultra sound and that is where we saw
that we were having a Sabastian Anthony. How excited we were to see that he had a lil turtle and
was growing but with in seconds we were rushed to a different room for a second machine b/c they
could not get a measurement of his precious head. The second machine confirmed what we already were
told but that was not good enough so the following week we headed to Indy and sure enough our
precious, beautiful, angel was just that. He had Ancephely. Which means Bastians lil brain and
crown did not develop. I was lost in shock. I could not believe what was to come next. Since he
would not know to swallow his fluid and I was such a diabetic and there was so little there
Sabastian was not only dying but he was going to kill his mommy too. This was told to us in front
of our 14 year old daughter, so I made the most horrible decision of my life and that was to be
induced and after 18 hours of painful labor I gave birth to my perfect little boy. He has mommy's
chin and nose, fingers, hair and lil butt. He weighed 9.4 oz. and was 9 inches long. He was born
sleeping but he was my precious lil guy. He is horribly missed everyday by his mommy, his mommy T
and Big sister Heather. Our hearts are broken but we know that he is in heaven and in no pain at
all.
We had our lil boy a special memorial four days later where his sisters Heather and Mandy and
brother in law Jon, his Grandma Buckler, His uncle Shaun, his God mom's Lois and EE and friends all
came to show him the respect that he deserved and to say good bye to our precious Angel. His lil
urn is with his mommy and he will be with me always. Mommy T has his tattoo on her and God mommy
Lois has his feet on her feet so that he can walk where ever she goes.
◕⊱✣⊰◕ GOODNIGHT, SLEEP TIGHT . ◕⊱✣⊰◕
Weep not for me
now that I have passed.
Remember the laughter, the affection, the joy
not just the recent tears.
Cherish the memories, our hopes and dreams.
Hold fast to the love that we shared.
Be happy with the time we spent together
and being anew.
For I am not really gone,
I am closer than ever before.
As the morning sun rises
and throughout the busy day...I am with you.
Until the setting sun disappears on the horizon
and we watch the day turn into night...I am here.
You may feel a faint breeze stir round your head, while you slumber
as I gently kiss your forehead, "Good night."
The stars that shine so brightly in my heavenly sky
help me watch over you and keep you from harm.
I am the wind in the trees
and the song of a bird.
I am moonbeams in a midnight sky
and a glorious rainbow after the storm.
I am morning dew
and freshly-fallen snow.
I am a butterfly flying overhead
and a puppy happily at play.
I am a smile on a stranger's face
a gentle touch
a warm embrace.
Listen to the wind for my message of love.
Watch the sun rise and set in the sky with me.
Feel my essence encircle you with warm memories.
Open your heart to know...I am not gone.
Reach deep into your soul...You will find me.
I am here.
Have no fear.
I am with you.
◕⊱✣⊰◕
LOVE JUDE.X
◕⊱✣⊰◕
thinking of you both tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.
So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.
Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.
For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.
I will always be with you mummy's....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.
Anonymous.
I am going away tomorrow for a week but you are always in my thoughts & in my heart xxx
Your Godmother
Sabastian, I was there when you arrived so beautifully into this world. I held you and took your pictures so your Mommies could always look at you. You were so handsome and cute and Isaiah would have loved to spoil you and play with you. I know that Grandma Emma and Grandma Shaw are spoiling you and when you are ready the Gary's will teach you how to ride a bike. Your Mommy is worried you will not know her when she meets you in heaven, but I told her you will run and jump into her arms and squeeze her so tight.
Take care my Godson, I miss you.
Godmother EE
★ GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART ★
......... , . - . - , _ , ....... Even though there is great
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... sadness over losing you
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........... `=(.. /.=` ........... longer physically with us this
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so very sorry for your loss from someone who cares xx
Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on shows
In the place where little babies go.
Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.
Sending my love to you and your loved ones you have sadly left behind xxx
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LOTS OF LOVE, JUDE.X X
GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS.
Thinking of You with Love.......
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what a beautiful angel.
the song played on your page is just so lovely i had this played at my son's funeral. i think it is so true to all the little babies taken from this world and to all the families who have losted a baby. xxxxxx
Today
It is beautiful out today son. You and T would have loved playing out in the sun. I miss you today and have thought of you all day long. Sometimes I cant believe that life can just go on with out you here but then I look at your beautiful sister and I see why life has to go on. Mommy loves you and misses you.xoxoxoxoxox
My son
Know that your mommy misses you everyday. You were wanted so badly and although you will not grow in front of my eyes know that my love for you grows bigger and bigger every second. I miss you my boy and I can not even begin to think of words to express how I miss you and and love you. Rest my son, there are a lot of people up there in heaven who will take care of you till I can. love you your mommy :(
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