| Location | Dunkirk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 7,221 since 11/03/2009 |
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In September I found out that we were pregnant. I could not believe it, so I took two home tests
and the next day went to the doctor just to make sure. Sure enough I was. The pregnacy went
perfect and for Christmas as a present my doctor did a surprize ultra sound and that is where we saw
that we were having a Sabastian Anthony. How excited we were to see that he had a lil turtle and
was growing but with in seconds we were rushed to a different room for a second machine b/c they
could not get a measurement of his precious head. The second machine confirmed what we already were
told but that was not good enough so the following week we headed to Indy and sure enough our
precious, beautiful, angel was just that. He had Ancephely. Which means Bastians lil brain and
crown did not develop. I was lost in shock. I could not believe what was to come next. Since he
would not know to swallow his fluid and I was such a diabetic and there was so little there
Sabastian was not only dying but he was going to kill his mommy too. This was told to us in front
of our 14 year old daughter, so I made the most horrible decision of my life and that was to be
induced and after 18 hours of painful labor I gave birth to my perfect little boy. He has mommy's
chin and nose, fingers, hair and lil butt. He weighed 9.4 oz. and was 9 inches long. He was born
sleeping but he was my precious lil guy. He is horribly missed everyday by his mommy, his mommy T
and Big sister Heather. Our hearts are broken but we know that he is in heaven and in no pain at
all.
We had our lil boy a special memorial four days later where his sisters Heather and Mandy and
brother in law Jon, his Grandma Buckler, His uncle Shaun, his God mom's Lois and EE and friends all
came to show him the respect that he deserved and to say good bye to our precious Angel. His lil
urn is with his mommy and he will be with me always. Mommy T has his tattoo on her and God mommy
Lois has his feet on her feet so that he can walk where ever she goes.
With love XxX
♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ Our thoughts are always with you
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ We love you
ღ♥ღ And always miss you
ღ♥ღ And many a day we cry.
ღ♥ღ You are some one special
ღ♥ღ our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ why did god have to take you
ღ♥ღ how many days we ask why.?
ღ♥ღ There maybe distance between us
ღ♥ღ The distance may be far
ღ♥ღ But distance can never take
ღ♥ღ The feelings we have inside.
ღ♥ღ Oh our sweet Angel
ღ♥ღ We look for you in the sky
ღ♥ღ Hoping we could just see you
ღ♥ღ And wishing that you are nearby.
ღ♥ღ We cherish all the memories
ღ♥ღ Of you our sweet angel
ღ♥ღ Now living in the sky.
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See through the window,
Look at the light,
Smell the sweet flowers,
See the sky bright,
Shed not the tears,
As you feel I have gone,
Love never leaves,
And my spirit lives on.
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10TH OCTOBER 2009
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WITH LOVE FROM JUDE. X X
♥
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Accepted That You Died
But I Live Life With All This Pain
And Countless Tears I've Cried
I Am Forced To Live With This Endless Pain
That Others Can't Accept
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Or That I'll Soon Forget
I Want To Scream From Rooftops
Or Just Silently Sit And Cry
I Never Will Be Over It
My God My Child Died!
It Makes No Sense To Argue
My Energy Is Low
So When They Think I'm Over It
I Simply Tell Them NO
I've Become What They Have Wanted
A Turtle In It's Shell
Just Keep My Thoughts Within Myself
And Never Ever Tell
I Mask My Life To Others
To Myself As well
For Living Every Day On Earth
Is Surely More Like Hell
Simply Put I Won't Get Over It
Not Better ... Stronger .... Fine
It Is Only That I've Got No Choice....
To Live This Life of Mine.
Author:Unknown
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Accepted That You Died
But I Live Life With All This Pain
And Countless Tears I've Cried
I Am Forced To Live With This Endless Pain
That Others Can't Accept
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Or That I'll Soon Forget
I Want To Scream From Rooftops
Or Just Silently Sit And Cry
I Never Will Be Over It
My God My Child Died!
It Makes No Sense To Argue
My Energy Is Low
So When They Think I'm Over It
I Simply Tell Them NO
I've Become What They Have Wanted
A Turtle In It's Shell
Just Keep My Thoughts Within Myself
And Never Ever Tell
I Mask My Life To Others
To Myself As well
For Living Every Day On Earth
Is Surely More Like Hell
Simply Put I Won't Get Over It
Not Better ... Stronger .... Fine
It Is Only That I've Got No Choice....
To Live This Life of Mine.
Author:Unknown
All my love always XxXx
A candle filled with lots of extra love is sent to you in your home above,i will be away until Monday but will be thinking of you as i carry you in my heart Always x x x
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Have a lovely weekend up in heaven, all my love now and always April, god bless XxXxXxX
Because You Remember Me
I know I am still with you
in your prayers, your thoughts, your heart
And though you cannot see me,
I will always be a part
of life's sweet celebrations
in those times when you reflect
on how, though things are different,
through our love, we still connect.
We'll see each other someday
when our spirits all are free,
until then, I am with you
because you remember me.
author:unknown
FOR MY FAMILY
Try To Imagine........
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Try to imagine what its like
When i see you all below
I miss you all so much
This you surely know
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Try to imagine my pain
When i see those tears you cry
If only you knew the beauty
Of my home up in the sky
★★ ★★ ★★ ★★ ★★ ★
Try to imagine the day
When we will all be together
God calls us all back
And we will be apart not ever.
Written By Jayne Roddy.
All my love Danielle, and thanks for every thing you do xxx
An Angel Never DiesAn Angel Never Dies
Dont let them say i didnt breath,
that something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start,
Althought my body you no longer hold,
it doesnt mean im gone,
This world wasnt worthy, not of me
god chose that i moved on,
I know the pain that drains your soul,
and what your forced to face,
You will have my world, ill fill your arms,
someday we will embrace,
You will hear it wasnt meant to be,
god never makes mistakes,
But that wont soften your worst blow,
nor make your heart not ache,
I am watching all you do,
another child you will bear,
Believe me when i say to you,
I will always be there,
There will come a time i promise you,
when you shall hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
and then you will understand,
Although i never too a breath,
or gazed into your eyes,
That doesnt mean i never was,
an angel never dies.
On the Day You Died
The world got colder on the day you died
Everything around was drab and dull
You brought such warmth to the world around
Your soul was kind and rare and beautiful.
My world just stopped on the day you died
I can't fathom life without you here
Why is it fate can bring bonds so deep,
And then fate can make life disappear?
I'll always remember the day you died
And that raw aching hole- you were gone
Time dulled the pain and I longed for it back
It seemed a betrayal to move on.
I wasn't prepared for the day you died
Your life slipped away much too soon
And even as time lets me laugh once again
A piece of my heart went with you.
AUTHOR:UNKNOWN
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